I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland."
It struck me how much this mirrors my own faith journey. There have been seasons when, from the outside, I seemed fine—rooted, steady, even thriving. But underneath, unhealthy patterns had taken root: bitterness, fear, self-reliance, and unhealthy attachments. Sometimes they grew because I was “overwatered” with noise and busyness, too much of what I didn’t need, and not enough of what truly nourished me.
The gnats and mold were a wake-up call that the environment needed to change. In my own life, God has used moments of discomfort, loss, and disruption to show me when the soil of my heart had grown stale. Like a good gardener, He doesn’t ignore the decay; He gently uproots me, removes what’s unhealthy, and replants me in a place where I can breathe again.
Replanting is messy. Roots have to be untangled, old soil shaken off, and pests removed. It can feel like a stripping away. That’s where I have been in recent months. God pulled me out of what no longer served His purpose, cleared away what choked my spirit, and placed me in fresh soil.
Now, I’m starting to see the growth. Small, tender shoots of hope are pushing through in my life. The heaviness has begun to lift. My roots are sinking into new soil, finding strength in Him, and reaching for the light. Just like my ivy, I’m not yet in full bloom, but the signs are there: more peace, more clarity, more trust. The process that once felt like loss now feels like renewal.
The ivy will keep growing, and so will I. With time, care, and the steady presence of the Gardener, what once was stifled will flourish again.
Lord, You are the Gardener of my life and soul. Thank you for loving me enough to notice when my roots are crowded, when my soil has gone stale, and when things I cannot see have begun to choke out my growth. Thank you for not leaving me in that place, even when I resisted the change.
In Your mercy, You have lifted me from where I was, shaken off what was harming me, and placed me in fresh, life-giving soil. I feel the light on my leaves again. I sense the living water soaking deep into my roots. And, though I am still tender from the move, I can see signs of life springing up in me.
Help me to trust the process You have begun. Teach me patience for the seasons where growth is slow. Protect me from anything that would creep in to steal my peace. Keep my roots anchored in You, my true source of strength.
May my life be a living testimony that even when we are uprooted, it is never to harm us, but always to bring us into a place where we can flourish under the care of the Gardener's hands. Amen.
Love your reflection! Pure truth, no hatred of what was unhealthy, moved on to healthier environment to flourish. Transplanted for your best gifts to be fertilized!
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